urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:betterxfckk betterxfckk betterxfckk 2007-09-24T20:47:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:betterxfckk:907 2007-09-24T20:47:54Z 2007-09-24T20:47:54Z tear drops on my gutair - taylor swift <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="im in a mess"><font size="3" color="#000000">Hey guys.I'm in a bit of a </font><font size="3">dilemma,</font><font size="3" color="#000000">.<br /></font><font size="3" color="#ff0066"><font color="#000000">okay so my best friend happens to be a guy and I've known for awhile that he likes me and wants to get together .Well the other night while i was under the influence of alcohol we were texting and we talked about "us" and the next morning i was reading the texts and i told him i think i might like him. and now things are werid cause he expects things to happen now.</font></font><font size="3">i love when im around him cause me and him just click. and we can have a good time doing whatever whenever but i&nbsp; like&nbsp; him&nbsp; like hes my best friend and he deffiantly sees it more than that.and i don't know what to do. everyone says we'd be cute together and my best friend carrie said that i should try it because i have nothing to lose. but i do. cause what if we gett together and things dont work out and then i'll lose the one guy thats been there for me threw so much shit.<br /> my other best friend melissa was around when carrie told me i had nothing to lose and she said " you can't force them into a relationship htat jessica isnt ready to have." and thats whats been stuck in my head all day. i'm not ready to be tied down agian. i need to be single and just enjoy myself untill im ready to be tied down again.and im afriad to tell him because he wants to talk about it but i dont want to hurt him at all. and i know it'll crush him if i do tell him that.<br /><br />other than that things are really good.<br />HOMECOMING is saturday and im really excited.my dress is realllly cute and im excited. haha i love<br />these types of things. i think getting all glamed up is funn and entertaining.<br /><br />i got a shit load of homework to do so im out.<br />thanks for reading .&lt;3<br /></font><br /><br /></div><br /><font size="2" color="#ff0066"></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:betterxfckk:756 2007-01-08T04:14:13Z 2007-01-08T04:14:13Z none <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Read more..."><strong><font color="#000000" size="1">wow i offically hate my mom seriously. shes nothing but a bitch to me. i do nothing and she blows up at me and tells me im a bitch and im not responsable and i dont deserve her respect.?<br /><br />im so sick of her shitt.<br /><br />anyways. i decided i might try this again just to vent,<br />i got bowling tommrow so ill be home around 7ish?<br /><br />goodnite&lt;3<br />love ya'll<br />Jess<br /></font></strong></div>